was an emo nitez..haiz..was tryin to tidy out those greeting cards that frds send it to me..then opened up e drawer nn saw e letters that he wrote to mii..gosh..memories juz flashed back..every1 was aslp by then..juz left me alone..i read e letters..sadness juz filled up my heart..it really hurts me lots 2 think of him again..it almost left me cryin but i didn't..so i decided to bury e letters deep in e drawer..will nv take it out 2 read again unless i accidentally saw it..

but i did saw some stuffs that left me touched..only then it reminds me i got great frds by my side all along..thanks..pardon me if i don noe how 2 treasure u or we haven been getting in touch..

decide 2 go online..indeed it was a wise choice..chatting with jx nn toopid boyy..at least chattin with them cheers me up..i m alright now..no longer feelin blue..~ ^ _ ^ ~ but tiny little stuffs still triggers memories of us..feel like throwing away those but i cant bear to..actually it's e heart that matters..if i have completely get over him,seeing it will only bring back sweet memories nn not melchanholy nn bitter feeling..i wanna to remember only sweet memories of us..